It started as this small doubt in the back of my head that I thought I could just ignore, but then I saw it. I’m not good at writing, I make animations, but I have to put this somewhere. It’s been outside my house for days. Big, tall, shaped like a person but not right. Its body looks like it’s made of dark matter, solid and heavy but shifting like smoke. It’s not thin, more like a normal build, just way taller than anyone I’ve ever seen. Its face is the worst part. There’s only one eye on the right side, regular-sized, nothing glowing or weird, but when it looks at me I feel like it’s inside my head pulling me apart. The left side is just empty, like it was never meant to be there. It doesn’t talk or come at me, it just stands and watches. Sometimes it’s close, sometimes farther away. I’ve prayed so much my throat hurts, but it feels like nobody is listening. I can’t focus on work, I can’t even read my Bible without the words blurring. I don’t know why it’s here. It’s not hurting me, not breaking in, it just wants me to know it’s there. And I’m starting to think God didn’t make it. God’s not here. Only it is.